Well ..

 Moving on !! Sounds like a great theme right ?? Not actually. Movies, the ones that dwelve about too much into it .. making us dream of a path to resurrection and redemption of self ! A great storyline. But nobody shows the reality of it. Padayappa .. Suryavamsam ,, and even the recent Dragon .. same theme !!

Have to give credit to the Dragon team though for keeping it as real as possible. Behind every fake attempt at redemption, there is a true fall. Well .. coming onto our theme ,, moving on,

Moving on involves horrible, terrible, painful, shameful experiences which we will definitely forget by addiction. But we leave a haunting experience on those beside us during this wretched journey of overcomiung someone who is not in our lives anymore, so much so,  that we forget the ones who are still standing by us and we continue to hurt them everyday while we try to cross this phase.

I heard this word "Break Up" being referred to as "Moving On" in some TV show. Wish it had been as simple as that. We would be probably moving on much faster in life in literal sense. But what does it do instead ?

Brakes !! 

Puts us in a limbo ! A state of not knowing one's own being. A persistent non chalant existence of pain which never fades away. You're there but not entirely ! Remember 96's Ram in classroom who misses the one day Jaanu is out of class on fever and the miss shouts .. Ramachandran .. shall I put physically present ?? It's quite similar but just longer. 

Makes us grieve others' happiness and wonder why it's just not happening with us. Are we at fault ? Of course yes ! But we seldom seek apology. So our egoistic self chooses Sorrow, Love is not the only thing that is blind folks because it just doesn't exist anymore. We are blinded by our own ego mostly.

So all these above confusing emotions coexist and they are less guaranteed to let you live in harmony with yourself. But .. time happens .. limbo exists and leaves without uttering a word. You get better at knowing yourself. 

And .. like the dusk has to end at dawn .. even in Iceland winters .. It does come to an end to just greet it with .. yeah why not ? 

Some hope just knocks on your door, Life is filled with surprises .. mostly unpleasant but some genuinely pleasant selves. So just breathe, live the moment, rough the tough and get up because you have another day to live. Open the door !!

Who knows .. you might be actually moving on to something better in life !! 

Adios Amigos !! Have a great weekend !! And Move On !!

Till the next time !!